The heartbreaking story continues as we can all imagine for Lea Michele. Friends are starting to really worry about her as the reality sets in that Cory is gone. She’s beating herself up wondering if she could of done more to save him…….
Sources close to the Glee star told OK! magazine that Lea can’t even get out of bed these days and that her eyes are swollen from crying nonstop.
“The nighttime is when it’s really difficult. Everyone’s [made up] their schedules so there’s always someone there with her. It’s been like a horror movie, watching Lea crumble. She’s always been so positive and happy, always smiling. Now her face is totally swollen from crying. She wavers between sitting down and writing a eulogy to sing at his memorial to total denial.”
Lea is worried that she will never love or be loved again.
“She feels like she may never find someone to love her the way Cory did,” the close friend of the couple says. “She runs scenarios over and over again in her head, trying to figure out, could she have helped him? Could she have saved him?”
Not only does Lea have to return to the set of Glee in August for the new season, she’s expected to go on this summer’s Glee Live! tour, where she and her castmates will travel the country singing hits from the musical dramedy. It’s being talked about that a Cory replacement will join the cast. Lea is contractually obligated to complete two years of touring for the show. Maybe they can reconsider that given the circumstances.
“Lea has no idea how she’s ever going to go back to work, let alone sing on stage without Cory,” another source tells OK!
I just want to hug Lea Michele… A beautiful soul going through the most difficult thing ever.